commiting is
probably something i need to do more often.
I find myself
flitting
about
from piece to
s c a t t e r e d
piece.
I just want to find something to stick with.
something i can actually finish, for once, and say it's done.
I think a big part of pastagang is commiting, as well as entirely non-commiting.
it's both, and neither.
you have to commit to type things live, to do things live. when you are (a)live, everything is commitment.
even
inaction
is
a
commitment.
yet all the code is deleted eventually.
or changed
beyond recognition.
i'm just tired of not being able to sit down, and decide to do something, i think.
I want to do, i want to be, i want to be seen as i have seen!
but it feels
impossible
because i don't commit
so i need to commit to commiting i think.
i hope that makes sense.